We were both Musicians
Falling in and out of Love
Our love like a symphony
Exept we called the shots
No composer Nor director
For we controlled our Love
No books nor music
for we played it by ear
All our passion and Love
going into the Rhythm
Making our beautifull Symphony
I didn't know how else to contact you, so I'm just going to leave this comment. You made me realize that I didn't need more pain than I already had. That was all cutting was doing, adding more stress and pain. So I'm stopping. It's hard, especially without any friends' help, but I'm getting through it. What really helps is when I draw a smiley face on my wrist, because then I don't want to ruin the picture with a bunch of cuts. Also, I don't exactly want to be fully goth, but like a mixture of emo/goth/punk styles. Honestly, as long as I'm comfortable and like what I'm wearing, I'm fine with whatever people want to label me as.
ReplyDeleteI totally get what your saying :) I feel the same way about what I wear. And somtimes I used to feel like cutting was the only way to be happy but now I realize I was wrong I have friends for that. And if your friends don't help that means you need new friends. :)
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ReplyDeleteit's not really that they don't help but I'm afraid to tell them. I'm afraid of what there going to ask me. And they're the only friends I have. No one in my school, at least, is any better. Also, they've been my friends for as long as I can remember, and I don't know what I'd do without them. So, I'm kind of lost when it comes to that. But for now, 5 days free!
ReplyDeleteVery nice!!! And well Idk if they are really and truly your friends no matter what then they would understand I found some of my friends completly understood and yes they ask some things but it's all because they care :)
ReplyDeleteI guess I'll give it a shot. I'm just scared 'cause I don't want it to backfire on me and make it even harder. I really hope they understand. And if they don't, nobody else will.
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