Life.

Life.

What is it? 

What's the point in it?

Why do we live it?

Why do we try?

So far Life hasn't been that bad.I broke up with Lauren again.And I got my heart broken by Matty. It sucked.We're kind of okay now. Bassically he said we should just be friends. Not the close friends we were but friends that don't call each other babe or baby or say we love each other. I was so heartbroken I was saying over and oer again I was like Please Matty please don't do this. Then he started saying how he didn't want to hurt me anymore. But he doesn't get it I find him worth it. I love him enough where I forgive him like every time he hurts me. He's the first guy to show me what Love is. I swear he's the only guy I've fallin in love with. Like really fallen in love. I mean there was Zack that I could have swore I was in love with but in the end he was just a crush. Plus he was two timing me so it doesn't really matter.But for some reason I kind of still miss him.... He was so nice to me.... I just wish things didn't end the way they did between me and him. But anyways back to the topic Matty.. Life. Him ... Love... So much to life. I just don't know what to do somtimes. I just want to be with Matty. Only Matty... Cause he's the only guy I love. I still Love Lauren but I can't be with her cause my Love for Matty is too strong.I love my Stepmom. She's so cool. I know that was random. But she's right next to me watching T.V... Anyways I'm gonna go. I love Matty<3