Him

I love him

I want him

I need him

I wonder if

He loves me

If he wants me

If he needs me

Well it's not really much of a poem it's just somthing quick I made up like just now. Anyways It's about Matty. I love him.. Alot and he doesn't even realize it. Well he knows I love him but I'm not sure he knows just how much I love him. He's so amazing. He's always always listened to me. And been there. I could be on the phone crying my eyes out and he's on the other side just saying its okay and he's there. He's amazingly funny and always telling jokes but he's never mean. He's so deep and not shallow like the boys at school. He loves poetry and the poems I make. He's even wrote a few poems for me about how I saved him from the darkness blah blah blah. He's just... amazing and sweet and he's always calling me beautiful. But he's not mine... He's hers. Her she stole him from me. I loved him and then when I turned my back for a moment she took him. Now it's gonna be a long time before I get him back. But I have someone... Lauren. She's amazing and sweet but she's not him... I would never break up with her just because I don't want to break her heart. We both have someone.. He still likes me.. But not enough to break up with Aleshia.. Even when he did he didn't do it. Doesn't matter cause by the time I'm 16 he'll be mine :) Hopefully if we still stay in touch... Oh man this boy is so amazing and yes he's like a dream come true but hopefully it's not just a dream...